Tuesday, August 17, 2010

The day come again. The day when I ponder about stuff.
Is it the flashback of memories? Is it the feeling that I still have?
Or is it the guilt that is haunting me down?
I do not know for sure.
But there is one thing I know for sure.
I won't start another relationship until I know what the fuck is wrong with me.
Why the hell is this thing torturing me?
Does god really hate me that much?
Damn this thing. FUCK IT ALL!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

First day of work! Not what I expected.
But all went well. Did not get scold....YET.
Sun was nice and all. Only met one guai lan customer.
Say ' Since you guys are not doing anything, why can't get some water for me? '
FUCK! It's SELF SERVICE! Omg! Ang moh does not understand English?
Well. Had quite a few 'sight' seeing. I'm might get addicted!
I think I didn't work for too long. Feel tired!
Got to go rest. See ya!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

2 more days to ord! Yea!
Work is coming but I'm already broke.
No money to eat. Damn. I hate being poor.
That all.
And to 'you' if you can see this. Be happy. =)

Monday, August 2, 2010

Yesterday is not a good night.
Can't sleep and mind never stop thinking.
Fuck that. Maybe I should start consuming sleeping pills.
But to my friends out there. I'm still not going down.
I'm alright for now. Life still need to carry on.
3 years and I still cant forget. Hope it won't take me 10 years.
=)
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